All of my loved ones saw me dimming my light
So that you could shine yours just a little more bright
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But it wasn't healthyÂ
It wasn't true love
True love fills your hearts cup
Mine was emptying filling yours up
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Late night
Another fight
We both know this isn't right
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I came to you a butterfly while you were still a caterpillar
My metamorphosis was over, and with you I regressed
In the end it just made us both sad, angry, and stressed
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I let you use me
I let you abuse me
I shouldn't have done that, and this I now know
You never could love me while still needing to grow
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Thank you for setting me free from despair
Grateful to once more be breathing fresh air
I hope on some level you realize how much I did, and do careÂ
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For you
For me
For all that I see
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For all the peaks and the valleys
For all the highs and the lows
For my kindness and grace despite your menacing blows
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For the moon
For the sun
For love's battle finally won
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Thankful to know we're still sharing these trees
Grateful to know we're still sharing these seas
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I choose to focus on the good,
While you dwell in the bad
This is why get sad,Â
Then angry or mad
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Misery loves company, and I lied in its bed
But now I would rather share a table instead
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I am a survivor,
You tried to make me a victim again
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For a moment I relapsed
Slipped back into my past
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Hoping we can reconnect as friends in the future,
But our romance was never built to last
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We all must face hardship, and darkness, and hell
In order to fully appreciate goodness, lightness, and the well
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It may not be over forever,Â
But for now, it must be
I promise this is what's best for you,
And for me
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For we are both bright lights,
But right now, mine is brighter,Â
And you need to grow more,
Before you can glow more
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For now, I am seeking someone wholly true.
So that we may glow together,
AS I wanted to glow with you
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